As Salaamu'alaykum,
First, I extend my apologies for not updating my blog for quite some time. I have a laundry list of excuses and tales, but I will spare you for now and move on to the more important topic.
I have endured a few trials recently, and sometimes I feel as if my heart is breaking. I know that many times these types of conditions are actually openings, if only we are patient.
I was speaking about this to my husband the other night, and I said that while I have always known that Allah sees us, I know more fully believe that to be true. He did not think what I said had been very signifiant, since that is a given for any Muslim. So I needed to dig a little deeper to describe my feelings, and I realized that it is not that I believe more than I used to on an intellectual level, but that now, sometimes, I feel seen by Allah.
And that is the best description I can give. To have this is enough to give me hope that I am getting somewhere on this Path. Alhumdulillah.
MaSalaam
