As Salaamu'alaykum,
First, I extend my apologies for not updating my blog for quite some time. I have a laundry list of excuses and tales, but I will spare you for now and move on to the more important topic.
I have endured a few trials recently, and sometimes I feel as if my heart is breaking. I know that many times these types of conditions are actually openings, if only we are patient.
I was speaking about this to my husband the other night, and I said that while I have always known that Allah sees us, I know more fully believe that to be true. He did not think what I said had been very signifiant, since that is a given for any Muslim. So I needed to dig a little deeper to describe my feelings, and I realized that it is not that I believe more than I used to on an intellectual level, but that now, sometimes, I feel seen by Allah.
And that is the best description I can give. To have this is enough to give me hope that I am getting somewhere on this Path. Alhumdulillah.
MaSalaam
3 comments:
You know, I have to be easy on Inayat sometimes because he is very analytically driven... lol.
Some people understand the truth while other people feel it, and that is why some people are good orators while others are good actors.
To feel the truth must be a step on the path, because that gives your soul a different dimension of coherence that most people lack. and Allahu Alim.
I had an interesting vision with you in it the other day...
wa'asalaamalaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu
Salaams Mr. Anonymous :),
The only thing is that sometimes one cannot find words at all to describe the changes. That can be a little disconcerting to others around, since they sense the changes, but cannot understand what is happening, and I cannot always provide an explanation.
So I try hard to find a way, for the people I love, so that hopefully we will all understand one another better.
Hey...when are you coming back to America :).
Masalaam
to be seen is as "seeing/baseera" when He Allah ta'ala see you .. you see Allah az wa jal too.
the establishment of "ihsaan"
now munira you have no need of your eyes...look from the eyes of your heart. do you see me?
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